even if i'm superman. i can't always be one. i can't stand people saying things that really stings.
sometimes its really the limit. I don't like how some people go around and try to discourage others. Like saying mean things and to trash other people. If you think I offended you, can't you talk to me calmly and settle things in a good way? Why go like, "Next time what-what-what then I laugh at you." (I felt like calling people "childish", its like primary school kids you know -.-) Please don't say something so negative to someone, it might pull them down and cause them to lose confidence. Can't you be more considerate and control what is coming out of your mouth? If you can't control, at least say a sincere sorry - if not it will really hurt someone.
I really don't understand. this whole world is not just about you, please.
Just leave it. When I can't stand it, I shall just pray. I shall just not talk - I might (in return) say something hurtful. So its best to shut my own mouth and let the words be swallowed.
obviously, today's the date that new moon's realeased. oh well, RCSL and I are still complaining why Singapore's realeasing it at 3 December. kinda cracked up.
i'm not gonna be in front of the screen for the next two days. probably gonna use my mom's comp to send the service feedback only. ohman, i'm so gonna miss you, comp.
on the other hand, i will be quite busy - running around everywhere.
Tomorrow's there's collection of cookies. and then lunch with RCSL and jess, probably. then we will be off for combined service and cell.
on sunday, wow, we have cafe duty. And I will have to go out with my mom & my gran for these two days. i'm kinda keyed up now. (dang, channel55's showing 'the four' now!)
oh LOL, i remember doing the outside station with weiliang. and we just sat there and chat about our own experiences. you know like, "Haizxzx, next year sec three liao. eh you know Mr Goh? He's my physics teacher." and so on. then ronald will come along (he's runner, you see) and complain//whine that we are slacking LOL. fun. washing the dishes too. with weiting, likhoon, ronald (again). then likhoon will sing, weiting will laugh, ronald will suan, I will try to stand on the yellow thing and fail to balance and all of us get splashed by water. LOL likhoon will sing mid-way and suddenly splash everywhere O.O fun. and talking with daJ. digging some random facts or stuffs to blabber about.
God, i need strength. God, i need you. see you soon, people. :D
I was still wondering what was beatcha. yeah, you have to seperate it into beat-cha. LOL.
anyway, just a random post. Its kinda my first time in an attempt to do my communication-call-up-with-God (yeah, its just quiet time, i'm trying to make it sound more complicated you see.) in sucha early time! normally i do my communication-call-up-with-God around 10pm at night, or even later (yeah yeah, trying to confess here kay?)
LOL i was having flashbacks about what me and RCSL were talking about.
Well you see, Rhonda have some severe obsession with anything related to words like US... UK... USA... America... She is totally into the obsession, she wished she will be able to go there and etc.
I once imagined how will it be if both of us went there, together. right, it will means we will be in the same university. (of course, of course) well, cut off that thought first.
okay, so we were thinking what will happened there with both of us talking in our singlish english and sprinkling some chinese into it. to give you a better outlook of what we meant:
IMAGINE OKAY? IMAGINE... (we're both in US)
Rhonda: OI, what you doing? Need to go back class liao la! Christina: Ehhh. wait la, let me eat finish the pasta first can?! Alamat, you're so kanchiong la. Rhonda: ehhh, why they keep looking at us ah. like we weirdo like that eh. Is there anything on my face? Christina: no! shoot! what were we talking about? I think they are probably shocked by our singlish. Rhonda: chey. singaporeans ma, typical. Christina: Heh, unique la.
yeah, it kinda makes me happy to know that i'm God's creation. he's my creator, and i'm his creation. every cell of mine is designed and created by him. cool yeah. sure.
its good to know that i'm the only me in this world.
you won't end up going round the world and seeing someone with the exact same appearance, same behaviour as you. probably die of heart attack or something when you meet something like that. its kinda scary huh. your clone. shudders.
sheesh. how bad is bad.
i somehow made a new, random discovery by chance. thanks to some bank who called me up and asked me to recommend some loan to my parents. well, did i mentioned how much i hate answering calls from strangers? firstly, it frightens you when you don't know who is it. secondly, you don't know whats the REAL motive behind that call. sheesh. i feel like kicking myself and stop all those pessimistic thinking of mine. I'm kinda making myself freak out. LOL
yeah, back to the main thing.
danger VS stranger. see how anger links them up? sheeeshhhh. (i have no idea why am i going sheeshh.)
yeah, munkidd was right. this movie's really thought-provoking. very. oh well, its still a pretty good show. probably after the movie, you'll go home and apologise to your love ones for the very things they've done for you and the wrong things you've did to them. Good yeah, this movie makes you realised how important kinship is. talk bout money. -.- sure, there was this guy - some millionaire, i supposed - bought those save-you-from-2012-disaster-big-ship's ticket for like millions or even billions of dollars. i was going : "siao!" but in the end he died anyway. awww. (right, i know i sound like a saddist. LOL) lets spend a few minutes of silence to mourn...
good movie! i liked those boomboomboommbangbommmpangg effects! whooo look at those glass shattering! nice nice. very real.
LOL theres a scene of two fellows singing : its not the end of the world, but just the end of the song.
Ah! i liked this guy in the film - some young scientist - talking bout human civilisation etc. "it is only when humans start fighting one another, thats when they've lost their conscience." cool yeah! of course people will start fighting one another if there was only limited tickets for the save-you-from-2012-disaster-big-ship. just like : if you don't die, then i'll die. so you die! *starts fighting*
haizxzx. how complicated can it be. true though, true. cruelty and selfishness that i can see.
the guy called jackson's pretty humourous. oh, and the crazy fellow - charlie. the radioo guy. yeah, the one thats all crazy about 2012. i liked that chihuahua in the movie! (wait, is it a.. chihuahua?)
c'mon, now i've got a question. if you've got only one ticket that can save your life, will you give it to your love one and sacrifice yourself? (for example la)
But there's one thing i'm pretty sure bout. its that God will give that ticket to you so that you can survive. believe it or not. Zai Jian.
i was feeling dizzy, my chest tight. Zitong said i looked pale, so i rested on the chair. But looking at others busily baking cookies, i feel kinda guilty that i can't do anything. haizxzxz, but thank God that i felt okay again after one hour.
yeah, anyway, though i feel kinda exhuasted but i think today the cookies were great!
PRAISE GOD ONCE AGAIN YEAH. HAHA
Actually, i'm really happy that i've got into the subj combi I want, but... well, i shan't carry on. You know sometimes you don't like the class you're in 'cause of seeing people you disliked in the same class with you, but yeah, let's get over it anyway. God's with me, who shall i fear? (or rather, what shall i worry about) Maybe this is a good chance to resist this kind of thinking anyway. TO ELIMINATE THOSE NEGATIVE THINKING YEAH (:
3E4, rhonda said it sounds bad -.- (i almost threw flour at her when she said that just now. LOL.) nevermind, though i don't like the number, 4, i should learn to accept things when it doesn't go my way. (i wanted to get into 3E1, 3E2 or 3E3 - since it sounds nicer. yeah.)
adrenchhoe: you want this one not? (she was asking if i wanted to participate in some library event) xujiamin: don't want. adrenchhoe: why? xujiamin: no feel. LOL!
Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. Col. 3:13
like i said, i just don’t like being reprimanded or scolded for things that i think i’ve never done wrong. such things just cause the old temper (okay, not really old though) of mine to explode. talking back and glares will be everywhere and right, relations strained. oh great then, sure.
i don’t like to see relations strained too, ending up making myself feeling guilty (right, ha ha)
everytime such things happens, i tend to have flashbacks to those dramas about swordheroes or something like that.
the heroic hero(duh) : “I’m not afraid! Go ahead and accuse me for things i’ve not done. My conscience is clear, so how can there be a place for fear in me?” (And the evil guy goes into some sadistic laughter or maybe thought that the hero was some crazy guy)
*please do appreciate this post 'cause its super hard to type with my keyboard going nuts.* Anyway, there won't be any paragraphs in this post due to the mc-leave taken by the enter key. Yeah, 'cause the usual clumsy me went too kanchiong and spilled yakult into the dearest black-coloured keyboard. So yeah, just gimme a *awwww*. HAIZXZXZXZX, seems like its time for my lenovo laptop to visit the doctor.
eh hey, i just figured out that i can use the html to type man, yeah. thats pretty smart of me LOL. i cant type in msn too, since the enter key's on mc. Talking 'bout the sermon on the 3As, i'm trying to apply audacity - praying that my keyboard will work again and work better than before. (God gave me the 'work better' idea btw)
God's really incredible, you'll probably go "Uhhhh, the keyboard already not working very well already still want to work better ah? Can meh?" But yeah, sometimes God may ask us to do things that doesn't seems to be logic or reasonable to us. Yet when everything ends, you'll see his reason and his perfect plans. (:
thats one thing im proud of - im the ONLY ME in this world. LOL, how cool is that. God's awesome, you see? He's beyond words.
John 16:33 is my favourite verse. "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."
